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Name: Tram
Country: United States
Birthday: 4/14/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing,hanging out with mah friends, taking afternoon naps, searching for poetry books in da mall, going on da computer (especially my XanGuh), listening to all types of music, doing air guitar sumtimes ::JP::, annoying ppl into doing meh favors, reading, flirting, going shopping, making smothies and ice tea, getting attention, and eating anything my mom makes ::Heheh::
Expertise: Wasting $$$, Breakin' hearts, and Creating Drama. And yeah- I'm REAL good at wat I do =)
Occupation: Computer related (Internet)
Industry: Computers (Internet)
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  frees4peace
Member Since:
8/19/2004
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| I got in 7th place in yesterday's cross-country meet. A really good accomplishment for meh <(:O) Even though we still lost by 2 points. Oh well, I can try harder for tomorrow's meet. Gosh, I'm so lazy to write any more entries these days. I just hope all the anonymous ppl's Xanguh I propped will prop meh back soon cuz I'm kind of poccesive and selfish about them now. Generous about giving them away tho so prop meh ,and I promise to prop you back dat same day LoL. Do y'all like the new layout? I <3 NY and I am in the mood to have a kind of basic black*n*white theme anyways. Dis one is so hot rite? I changed my prop, comment, chatter box, etc wordings to match the theme. and below where it's supposed to be Eprop- It says "LV Swimsuits" LV stnads for wat else??! Louie Vuiton!! Even though I don't have dat kind of $$$ to get those swimsuits, a gurl can always dream can't she??
Whenever people say "we mustn't be sentimental", you can take it they are about to do something cruel. And if they add, "we must be realistic", they mean they are going to make money out of it.
- Brigid Brophy
**Dis quote really do speak for itself, don't yah think?**
Man, I'm tired about talking about boiz, cuz wenever bring up the opposite-sex-I get either mad or bad for myself. I get mad cuz all the hot guys are taken, and the only ones who will ask meh out are geeks, nerds, fugly, and/or immature *n* rude lil' mutherfuckers. All the hot ones act like they all dat 24/7....no good selections watsoeva! Bad for myself cuz.....nvm I dont feel bad for myself. Swred them all! | | |
| Oh god, cross-country is so boring. We had our 1st meet yesterday against Brigantine. I was so distracted and tired (cuz I went to sleep at 2:00 am- HW) so I did really bad, I finished # 12, I could've tried a LOT harder. At least our hardest team to go against will mostly be Brigantine, damn those gurls- they're too skinny for their own good! I have another meet tomorrow...so exciting! I only joined cross-country to get in shape and not lose my endurence for the basketball team in November in GTMS. If I would make it though, I know so many gurls trying out. One of 'em compliment me for my PAL winter league last winter cuz she said I played really good. I was like, really?! Cuz I always thought I kind of suxed for sum reason, maybe it's just low self-esteem heheh*
YAY! Our 1st dance is tomorrow!! I can't wait, no really I can't!! I got a really cute outfit for it already cuz I wanna look fly for dis dude. I don't wanna say his name cuz I'm 2 emberested. Oh god, how do you find out if a guy likes you or not??!  I'm not even sure dat he would ever like me. I mean I guess we regularly flirt ,but you know guys, they flirt with all girls. I mean, I really hope I like him cuz I had a HUGE crush on him in the 5th grade. He always flirt and talk real sweet with me except yesterday wen we were playing a game of "You're it!!" and he kicked me in the ribs. God, am I dis pathetic. I haven't had even guts to tell him I like him!! Yeah, pretty dumb huh? I'm ready to date and deal with all the crappy things dat is in a relationship, I mean- I want a kind of serious one, not just one guy for each week. I already got asked out about 2 times dis past skool month-but by FUGLY ppl, eww..
Like the layout? I like dis BG song a lot, yeah it's old but who cares?? It's by Liz Phair called "Why Can't I" a silly <3 song. You noe you like my site changes heheh*
Emotion: anxious for the dance
Thinking: At my future BF just kiddin'
Talking to: No one, forgot to call Alexandra @_@ Oppss.... - If I Ain't Got You | | |
| Poem of the day:
Once I met a man
A very nice, kind man.
When I would see him
He told me to trim
The hair off of Brim.
Then one day I find he died.
People told me he was kind with a
man that was blinde.
And that person was me.
Once i met a man that was very kind.
Edgar Poe
Got a ::*NEW*:: skin again. The other pink and black one was just too girly and cute 4 meh. How much do you guys et that by next week that if you visit dis site again it'll have a new layout??? At least on all the skins I've ever choosen, they've always shown all my modules and the Chatter Box. Wow....only one day of that premium left lol The only good thing tat can provide for my site is multiple pics thats all! I mean, you can find skins all over the interenet that are better than the ones submitted on the Xanga site, no offense but Create Blog and Blogring Rocks my Socks lol.
Nothing much happened these last 5 days of skool, the 1st day went really well. All my teachers are pretty nice I guess. I got weekend homework from my Math teacher tho!! But then he said we could work on it for 20 minutes in his class so I finished it and gave it to him and he said " very good work." Oh god, skool again tomorrow. Usually my BFFL Taylor always get me to walk with her in the mornings ,but ever since we're in a new skool, I've been getting her. An accomplishment for me cuz I sleep 'till 3 in the afternoon if I was allowed to *heheh*
Omg there's dis guy in my classes-his name is Max F. I think I have a big crush on him....Cuz wenever we meet eye 2 eye. I get butterflies and I always have to look down or else I'll tremble so much. He has the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen, it's light blue ,but almost clear. You noe wat they always say rite? Eyes are windows to our souls... SoOoOoO many hot guys in GTMS!!! I can hardly concentrate without looking at one of 'em lmao. Can't wait 'till September 24th cuz thats wen the 1st dance is!!!
I've been feeling so happy all dis month for sum odd reason. Maybe cuz of the start of the new skool year. I mean, nuttin' to be extremly joyous wen you think about it ,but 4 me it's sumthing to look fowards to, worry about, dread about, etc. But in skool , they keep you very much busy rite?? And I love to be busy, with anything and everything. It's just my joy ::heheh:: Can anyone out there understand dat?? I guesss not.
Taylor's crush asked her for her number but the problem was that she doesnt like him AT ALL. So she (suppositly...) felt so bad for him that she gave him MY phone number!! He called and was like "Is Taylor there??" And I'm al like, who are you and he told me his name ( I ont wanna emberest anyone in dis entry so I can't tell you the name..). and I told him that she mustve told you the wrong nuber and he was so shocked and angry too. He kept on saying sorry and that Taylor's such a liar. Lol I agree with him, I got mad at Taylor and called her up cuz she only lives 1 hpouse away from me anyways... I felt so bad for that guy cuz that mustve been so emberresting for him, so next time we see each other in the hallways or sumthing, I'm just gonna give him Taylor's phone # cuz she deserves it ::Heheh:: So give out like Jamie's # next time Taylor!! Why mine??!?? - Dude (Remix) | | |
| I just got on dis other Xanga ,but it was really a site 4 Xanga skins and codes, and I have to say it was so pretty and helpful!! The songs on there r also so so good, very calming lol thats really my kind of music, just songs to relax and calm down ur long day of school, work, etc..wateva. So I'm a BIG Norah Jones fan, but I still am too lazy to get her new CD heheh*
I previewed sum skins and I must really say, they r just so fuckin well done!! So props to Xquizit, she's awesome at web ghapic designs. I even got enough nerves to ask 4 to help meh how to make a site button by e-mailing meh. But I think she'll be way too busy to help meh out, oh well- I can relate tho. I mean she is 20 years old 4 goodness sakes lol. I'm not trying to be nosy but I saw ur picz and I'm just kind of wondering wat kind of pretty (I'm not like THAT!) and young girl like her spending ur precious time with a site instead f like dating and traveling?? I mean wen I reach 20 y/o, shoot! I'd be be all OVER da globe, well...at least try to every chance I'll get lol.
I <3 to travel even if its a short ride to the flea market with my parents, love the scenery, feel of the wind, sleepy days, and trips home to get sum ice cream or capicinoz from Dunkin' Donuts heheh ^_^ Those r the memories I'll always will have in mine wen I think of my parents besides their sacrifice to bring me and my brother into dis world. I'm so thankful 4 them, don't think I'm JUST saying dis because I'm thinking of the shopping trips or things they brought meh with their $$$, sure I get a lot ,but I treasure those things wit all mah <3 and soul cuz I know the ppl who brought it 4 meh worked their asses off to put food in my mouth.
The thing that most ppl are losing in their spirits and mind now is forgetting how to GIVE and LOVE, unconditionally. 4 those who don't noe wat unconditional love and giving is, it means even if ur kids seem not to even give a sh*t about u or wen u do sumthing good 4 sumone they dont thank u 4 it, u still keep on trying on those ppl. Never stop trying to get along with ur kids or do good deeds 4 others. It makes a difference-it really does. That's y weneva I get kind of sad about sumthing, I look back at all the good I did and the smiles I brought to others.Of course I'm no saint , but who is??? All I'm trying to tell everyone is to live ur life with emense generosity and a BIG heart. Cuz u never know one day, someone might do sumthing princeless for you and/or open up their heart 4 you and consider u in their life.
I get so so so sad watching those Save the Children or Global Aids Fund comercial because I know that i don't have money to donate. I'm so fuckin bad at saving 4 things, I don't even get an allowence no more (*I'm sick of that-I just ask 4 wat I want now*) to give away. But the one thing I'll always will give away even if I become so very poor or live a life of riches is: my time and love. I'll help anyone with anything and promise to poen my heart and mind so very wide 4 those in need. God, I'll never doubt ur <3 in me, even wen things seem so bad in dis wo rld.
Poem of the day: LOVE'S HUMILITY
MY worthiness is all my doubt,
His Merit all my fears,
Contrasting which, my qualities
Do lowier appear;
Lest I should insufficient prove
For his beloved need,
The chiefest apprehension
Within my loving creed.
So I, the undiving abode
Of his elect content,
Conform my soul as 't were a church
Unto her sacrament.
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| I FINALLY found my PERFECT Xanga skin, and it was either from : www.xblog.com or www.blogring.net. Lol I 4got which one.
So bored 2day, my BFFL (probably) thought I wasn't at home or still asleep (I sleep REALLY late and stay up REALLY late 2..) so she left wit her mom to da mall without meh....but oh well. It was time I got sum free time to watch my favorite shows on T.V. and search 4 my Xanga skin & cursor.
It's so late now....I think I bettah go 2 sleep now be4 I get caught again....heheh*
Leave meh sum comments or eprops if yah like dis Xanga!!!
Yours Truly OXOX,
Tram H.
 I luved Sailor Moon, my fav character waz sailor moon
herself actually...call meh a dork, just not stupid*_* - Maps | | |
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